A separation?

I never thought this would happen to me, but it has. My parents are going through a separation and it's sucky. It's all on my dad. It seems that my dad is the one who is unfaithful in the relationship in the past and is the one who doesn't love anymore and is the one who wants to quit. I don't know what I can do to help my mom except just take it day by day. My medicine is making me incredibly calm about everything which doesn't help my mom considering she's on the edge. Help us, Obi-Wan Kenobi, you're our only hope.

Vangelis and his influence

I've heard some of Vangelis' work before but none of it has compared to Blade Runner Blues. I recently saw the movie and I had heard so much about both the movie and the soundtrack. I was in awe when seeing the visuals with this song playing. I know the movie looks kinda primitive compared to today's technology, but back then, that was it. Plus you just listen to the song and you think of all the things that go on in the movie and it's incredible.




This is one of the best pieces of electronic I've ever heard and I can hear the Vangelis influence on here. This is just such an incredible piece of music because not only does it fit in the scene it's shown, but when you play the Watchmen dvd and you see the menu, it's perfect. Probably the best dvd menu I've ever seen. But this song has been on repeat the past week or two. It's nuts.

Why?

Why is that I keep getting shit on? I mean, I'm not a bad person. I don't hurt people, it's quite the opposite...people hurt me. I guess I'm just labeled as a person who is supposed to have bad things happen to him no matter how hard he tries to get something good in life. My life could be worse, true, but what I'm dealing with sucks. I just hope something good comes along and when it does, it doesn't stab me in the face and it smiles as it asks me if I'm ok.

Ok, that was the first depressing/pathetic post.

The beginning

Well, this is the third time I've tried to blog, but I think I might actually go through with this. I have a lot to say, but some of it may be horribly depressing and pathetic, but then again, some might be interesting. I don't know, it's up to you. I'll just put my thoughts up here and you'll see for yourself.